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Amelia Penny South Hampstead High School, London
Quickening
There had been too many nights between warm walls for us, Too much. The desiccated hollows of the house Had lain like the sockets of dead joints for long enough, Had held us, stuck like coins between old floorboards As the cold was lying softly in the lees of leaf stacks, And the sky was a scum skinning over the waters Of gutters and drains.
And there came the day when the sycamore seedlings Pushed their red roots from the workings of their wings Into the rubble, and sniped For the forests returning to England, lay Like a swarm on the blank ground When the sky was Roman glass above The trees whose leaves hung rotting.
So we had to move, to break The crust on the eyes of things, sick Of watching the grey mornings stare Through windows mapped in rain Held desperately in frames, and swollen shut –
We forced them. Tugged and barged And came out gasping as the panes began To shift and snap. Broke outwards. Burst. Like drowners Cheating the sea, and choking, spitting Gobbets of moth scales and mould Gone ashy with age, over the hacked-down Gardens whose wounds were newly seeping.
We woke the ladybirds which bled among the hinges, Trickled out over the brass, Carmine and gold, and left The traces of their bitter, insect fear, Yolk-yellow patches on the frost-peeled paint. We breathed their bitterness, and felt it as we lay Among them on the windowsills And hung there, Hurting.
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